Forbidden Chapter Five"So, can we talk?"I sat down on his bed, clenching the dark violet sheets. I'm so scared. My palms are sweating, well actually, pretty much everything is sweating. I mean, I'm about to ask him to be my boyfriend without even a clue to whether he likes guys, let alone me.He sat down next to me, grabbing my hand. It's not a big deal, really, he does it all the time. All the same, I still blushed. I wish even just holding hands meant something to him, but to him it's just a friendly gesture. I guess he assumes that's why I do it, but he's wrong. So wrong."Yeah, what's up?" He asked cheerfully.UGH. I can't do it! "Actually i-it can wait."
Forbidden Chapter Four~Two weeks after that night~You ever get the feeling that maybe you should slow down, wait a bit, but at the same time you just can't wait any longer? You don't want to risk anything by going quickly, but don't want to risk anything by going slow? Is it bad or good to wait? You don't want to wait, lose your chance, chicken out, never know what could've been. You just want to do it now and get it over with. However, that feeling stays put in the back of your mind that things don't always go as planned and you should just watch as everything gets laid out for you. But you're impatient. So many questions run through your mind. Finally, you dec
Forbidden Chapter Three I smiled at him, pulling him to our shelf of movies. He didn't try to take his hand away, nor did I. He simply stood beside me with a happy little grin as he looked through the movies. I squeezed his hand as I finally tore my gaze from him to look through the movies myself. However I was still in a bit of shock. I guess he just thinks this is what friends do. I mean, he is 18 and should know holding hands with another guy at this age usually doesn't mean friends. But I guess seeing as he hasn't had many friends in his life, he just doesn't understand."Ooh," I heard him squeak, making me giggle lightly. "I love this movie!"He had pulled o
But I think it's adorable that he reads them c: